girl with the guns

also, that kitten, cowboy from hell. it ended up at leahs house and i havent seen it in months.apparently it grew balls and then they disappeared. so i guess i never will know the gender.

well, this is the 3rd entry i wrote. the others got deleted. im just not that interesting these days. but i am trying to get a coffee job and i am makeing 50 different animal cookies tonight.

Get Your Monster Name

so my mom went on a trip for a few days and my dad told me shes bought something to bring home like a souvenier or soemthing. so tonight i go to get coffee and i come home and my mom has bought me a ...... wedding dress.....

i dont even have a boyfriend.

Ryan totally got kelly and I a kitten last night. i dont usually like animals but i wanted this thing and im not gonna lie, i kinda love it. we uh,, named it, Cowboy from Hell. and also, i never want to know what gender it is. and also, i have to hide it from my mom. and another thing, we dont have any supplies for it i.e. food/water bowl, food, collar, litter box. and we have no car to go get such neccesities, im really looking forward to seeing what happens to it in life.
also,it sleeps with us and its adorable.
also, i m adorable
i said it, dont regret it.

here are a couple of lists and other things. i decided not to label them, just to make things more interesting.

list #1
grouping of ten leaves
one airfreshner: lilac blosoms
marlboro cigarette butt
shoelace
quality long stem matches for fire place
revid reality for rent studio apt. sign
hawaiin punch fruit juicy red
sweet plus sugar substitute
comercial appeal thrus. april 16, sec. m3-m4
thermoid windshield washer and vacuum tube
robin
grace
junior jumbo bucks
tree limb
monopolowa imported vofka distilled from potatoes
tree helicopter
yellow water hose
recycling bin full of crap
wiffle ball no. 1149844
cheese
dandilion
dr. pepper can
happy easter card from larry
super D floor matt
apartment finder and its dorr
american flag at firestation
starbucks door
grace's glasses
serena organic coffee blend
coffee traveler
list of things you can pick up with electronic tongs
packet o' honey

List #2
here i go again on my own
round and round
for whom the bell tolls
mama were all crazy now
queen of the reiche
armeggedon it
i love it loud
dont go away mad
believe in love
goin crazy
in and out of love
seventeen
dream warriors
im the man
lightening strikes
the trouper
kiss me deadly
wont forget you


and also. i have a week and two days of school left. then im going to CA for two weeks and then im coming home to alabama. end.

so i was sitting along on my couch folding paper into little tiny accordian style folds in order to complete my concertina style book binding. completely normal. but then... i had a thought that went something liek this: dang, i have a lot of good thoughts and a lot of good thigns to say. more people in my life should hear them besides me and probably robin. so. if you will be so kind as to entertain me for a bit.

i really like the idea of being swallowed whole by a season. i dont know. its appealing

well crap, now i have realized its 10:30 and i have to go watch metal mania. sorry.

list number 3548:

little boy pajamas decorated with critters
the man from snowy river
dinosaur underoos
happiness
diabolical

I cant stop thinking about ________.
and it really pisses me off.

feel in the blank. it will be fun. your probably wrong. but it will be fun.

these are fun right? right guys? rihgt?


im bored. im totally dressed as a gangster in boy night clothes right now. suck it whore. it efin snowed here... jealous much? very. coffee snow balls anyone? believe it. brownies and cookies?? together, yes.

if i had a gun id blow yours nuts off. then id give them to the squirrels.... that how freakin enviro friendly i am. WATCH IT SLUT!!!

valentines are for chickens give me a bat and a dog and ill teach you how to fight. WATCH IT WHORE!!

im tougher than the bread you try to cook. WHAT? WATCH IT EFFER!!!

represetin the freemac 101. yeah. COOk that up and STIR it!! B_____.

dont mess man///// xxxxx ///// core to the max and more///x/x//xxx/

Things I, grace, need:

leah.
alabama.
coffee loft.
personnal airline.
san diego.
money.
a job.
digital camera.
college degree.
submarine?
a life.

on another note:
check out these awsome party hats!!
and these awsome people!

WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS SURVEY?
making a present for someone. it involved cut grovers and maybe hitler.

WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
retard

WHERE IS YOUR SECOND HOME?
memphis or wilsons

DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
ack. others dont seem to think so

DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
not really, and when i sya t hat i mean i have no idea

ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
pencil in my eye. yeah im tuff what cna i say.

WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
um, well, at the moment i dont have a room and it shall be like that for a month.

WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LIKE TO LISTEN TO?
um you knw, dixie hicks and what not

WHAT DO YOU WANT MORE THAN ANYTHING RIGHT NOW?
a cough drop more than likely

WHAT DO YOU MISS?
joanna. my sista..er.?

WHAT IS YOUR MOST PRIZED POSSESSION?
um...

WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SMELL?
coffee mmm i need some of that right there

DO YOU GET SCARED OF THE DARK?
if its outside and im by myself

IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
cough drops

WHO IS THE LAST PERSON YOU MADE MAD?
ummm...leah, bc i got to see jimmy and not her

DO YOU SPEAK A DIFFERENT LANGUAGE?
ummm sure.

WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU (OF THE OPPOSITE SEX):
i dont know prob some piece of crap toy their mother pikcked out

DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY?
unfortunantly no. i wish i knew someone worth liking.

ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
sometimes i dream

WHAT'S YOUR DREAM CAR(S)?
a dinosaur

WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING? um i kinda tried that once. eeeh...

WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
so many good ways...

SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED :
72 woo hoo

WHAT IS THE ONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
1 in referance to myself.

WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
this survey and having time to fill it out

HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF THE US?
frizzance

YOUR WEAKNESSES?
cowboys, the old school ones like jesse james and roy rogers/

WHERE WERE YOU BORN?
a bomb shelter in new guinea
wouldnt that have been tight

FIRST JOB?
mass murderer ( i may or may not have been hitler or the like)

EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
hhmm


WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
because im a retard

WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
hair/clothes

WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
friends please

HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
as many as i can spank at one time.

WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope

DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
i dont really see stars much in memphis

WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my nose picken ome

What is the last thing/person you spent over $100 on?
college

Whats the last piece of clothing you borrowed from someone?
i dont know prob. leah or my sister

What word makes you laugh no matter where, when or how many times you hear it?
i cant think of any word that would ever make me do that.

Go into your text message log on your phone...what does the 11th one say?
from: J. poling
text: im going to change then i will be right over

How many people on your friends list are ex's?
one

at this point i said screw you survey and may or may not have went to bed.

onec upon a time this thing was full....

we were parched, man

seth is moving to memphis with me. we are getting an apartment.

i can tell memphis has major potential to be freakin awsome. but right now all i see is a yucky brown sky and not enough rain to play in puddles. its completed wiht a tiny girl dressed in galoshes and rain coat looking out the window very lonely and bored.


however. i did go roof climbing in downtown the other day as well as go to a freakin' HIP HOP show. that right yo. freestyle battle all the way complete with break dancin' ya hear?

In later news....

i was home this weekend, too bad if you missed me.
I got my lip pierced
it didnt hurt
who has friends in memphis?
who wants to make thme my friends?
i got a letter today, it wasnt from you, but you can sure send me one at...

Grace so-metal blankenship
149 N. Barksdale #304A
memphis TN 38104

i need more apple sauce.

so hah. i just remembered this guy. its been over 2 years... well i onlyhave one thing to say...

man, i can put away some applesauce

tonight was the most fun ive had ina long time. atleast witha group of people.

woop woop ;leaving for Washington dc tomorrow morning

sometime i really wish i had a car and a license so i could just leave places, just leave and see if any one notices....
but i guess sitting in a pool by yourself for about 20 minutes and then another 5-10 minutes in a bathroom is pretty close to the same thing

in the new testament through out the four gospels you see jesus perfrom many miracles and healings, however, the majorit if not all of these are physical healings. becasue yes jesus can heal you physically as long as ou have faith. but on the other hand, emotional healings and the like must take place in you. you haev to be willing to change, yes you have to rely n jesus help for these thigns, but just his help, you can only change as much as you are wlling to do and change.

thast just something God has shown me lately and i thought i should post more stuff like this. so i did.